Subject:
Another mother.
Date: Thu,
18 Sep 1997 17:01:48 -0700
10:30 Windmill
RV Park; McLean, Texas :: 18 SEP 97
And perhaps this too is what Steinbeck
means by 'the mother road,' the mother of the beginning change...
The
Grapes of Wrath
John Steinbeck
Chapter 14
The western land, nervous under the beginning change. The Western
States, nervous as horses before a thunder storm. The great owners, nervous,
sensing a change, knowing nothing of the nature of the change. The great
owners, striking at the immediate thing, the widening government, the
growing labour unity; striking at new taxes, at plans; not knowing these
things are results, not causes. Results, not causes; results, not causes.
The causes lie deep and simple-the causes are a hunger in a stomach, multiplied
a million times; a hunger in a single soul, hunger for joy and some security,
multiplied a million times; muscles and mind aching to grow, to work,
to create, multiplied a million times. The last clear definite function
of man-muscles aching to work, minds aching to create beyond the single
need-this is man. To build a wall, to build a house, a dam, and in the
wall and house and dam to put something of Manself, and to Manself take
back something of the wall, the house, the dam; to take hard muscles from
the lifting, to take the clear lines and form from conceiving. For man,
unlike any other thing organic or inorganic in the universe, grows beyond
his work, walks up the stairs of his concepts, emerges ahead of his accomplishments.
This you may say of man-when theories change and crash, when schools,
philosophies, when narrow dark alleys of thought, national, religious,
economic, grow and disintegrate, man reaches, stumbles forward, painfully,
mistakenly sometimes. Having stepped forward, he may slip back, but only
half a step, never the full step back. This you may say and know it and
know it. This you may know when the bombs plummet out of the black planes
on the market place, when prisoners are stuck like pigs, when the crushed
bodies drain filthily in the dust. You may know it in this way. If the
step were not being taken, if the stumbling-forward ache were not alive,
the bombs would not fall, the throats would not be cut. Fear the time
when the bombs stop falling while the bombers live-for every bomb is proof
that the spirit has not died. And fear the time when the strikes stop
while the great owners live-for every little beaten strike is proof that
the step is being taken. And this you can know-fear the time when Manself
will not suffer and die for a concept, for this one quality is the foundation
of Manself, and this one quality is man, distinctive in the universe.
The Western States nervous under the beginning change. Texas and Oklahoma,
Kansas and Arkansas, New Mexico, Arizona, California. A single family
move from the land. Pa borrowed money from the bank, and now the bank
wants the land. The land company-that's the bank when it has land-wants
tractors, not families on the land. Is a tractor bad? Is the power that
turns the long furrows wrong? If this tractor were ours it would be good-not
mine, but ours. If our tractor turned the long furrows of our land, it
would be good. Not my land, but ours. We could love that tractor then
as we have loved this land when it was ours. But this tractor does two
things-it turns the land and turns us off the land. There is little difference
between this tractor and a tank. The people are driven, intimidated, hurt
by both. We must think about this.
One man, one family driven from the land; this rusty car creaking
along the highway to the west. I lost my land, a single tractor took my
land. I am alone and I am bewildered. And in the night one family camps
in a ditch and another family pulls in and the tents come out. The two
men squat on their hams and the women and children listen. Here is the
node, you who hate change and fear revolution. Keep these two squatting
men apart; make them hate, fear, suspect each other. Here is the anlage
of the thing you fear. This is the zygote. For here "I lost my land" is
changed; a cell is split and from its splitting grows the thing you hate-"We
lost *our* land." The danger is here, for two men are not as lonely and
perplexed as one. And from this first "we" there grows a still more dangerous
thing: "I have a little food" plus "I have none." If from this problem
the sum is "We have a little food," the thing is on its way, the movement
has direction. Only a little multiplication now, and this land, this tractor
are ours. The two men squatting in a ditch, the little fire, the side-meat
stewing in a single pot, the silent, stone-eyed women; behind, the children
listening with their souls to words their minds do not understand. The
night draws down. The baby has a cold. Here, take this blanket. It's wool.
It was my mother's blanket-take it for the baby. This is the thing to
bomb. This is the beginning-from "I" to "we."
If you who own the things people must have could understand
this, you might preserve yourself. If you could separate causes from results;
if you could know that Paine, Marx, Jefferson, Lenin, were results, not
causes, you might survive. But that you cannot know. For the quality of
owning freezes you forever into "I," and cuts you off forever from the
"we."
The Western States are nervous under the beginning change. Need
is the stimulus to concept, concept to action. A half-million people moving
over the country; a million more restive, ready to move; ten million more
feeling the first nervousness.
And the tractors turning the multiple furrows in the vacant
land.
~~~ Responses Sought ~~~
The houses were left vacant on the land, and the land
was vacant because of this. Only the tractor sheds of corrugated iron,
silver and gleaming, were alive; and they were alive with metal and gasoline
and oil, the disks of the plows shining. The tractors had lights shining,
for there is no day and night for a tractor and the disks turn the earth
in the darkness and they glitter in the daylight. And when a horse stops
work and goes into the barn there is a life and a vitality left, there
is a breathing and a warmth, and the feet shift in the straw, and the
jaws champ on the hay, and the ears and the eyes are alive. There is a
warmth of life in the barn, and the heat and smell of life. But when the
motor of a tractor stops, it is as dead as the ore it came from. The heat
goes out of it like the living heat that leaves a corpse. Then the corrugated
iron doors are closed and the tractor man drives home to town, perhaps
twenty miles away, and he need not come back for weeks or months, for
the tractor is dead. And this is easy and efficient. So easy that the
wonder goes out of work, so efficient that the wonder goes out of land
and the working of it, and with the wonder the deep understanding and
the relation. And in the tractor man there grows the contempt that comes
only to a stranger who has little understanding and no relation. For nitrates
are not the land, nor the phosphates; and the length of fiber in the cotton
is not the land. Carbon is not a man, nor salt nor water nor calcium.
He is all of these, but he is much more, much more; and the land is so
much more than its analysis. The man who is more than his chemistry, walking
on the earth, turning his plow point for a stone, dropping his handles
to slide over an outcropping, kneeling in the earth to eat his lunch;
that man who is more than his elements knows the land that is more than
its analysis. But the machine man, driving a dead tractor on land he does
not know or love, understands only chemistry; and he is contemptuous of
the land and of himself. When the corrugated iron doors are shut, he goes
home, and his home is not the land.